As the sunlight slowly faded way, the city light offed one by one Fading on the outside. and casting a shadow on the inside.
As the time passes by the darkness came closer and closer spreading Its shadow across the city as much I struggles underneath the Blanket.....
My fears came alive and tears up the mask that I had covered all Day long. fears that tore me frome the inside comes alive, Tormenting me every single night , sometimes I wishes I was dead.
Surrounded with many, yet isolated and alone. I try to reach out to People but succeed in grasping just empty air...
Struggling to reach, I plung myself into darkness for it's the only Place to cope with all this, I give up and cry myself to sleep.
It's tiresome to want something you don't have, and each morning I Wake up with loneliness by my side.... each day I walk with the Presence in my footsteps, each night it lies hand in hand with my Insomnia....
Sometimes I think
Have I become INVISIBLE?? or have I become just an Imagination?
They cry on my shoulders and I soaked up their tears, asking for Nothing in return..... but when I neede someone , where did they all gooo???

ShOrE...

As I walk along the beach
Tenderness of sadness I feel
The sun up in the sky out of reach
That sets along the lonely shore
Hold me tight to catch my breath
All along the shore
To reach my dreams
To whom I'll be
To take me in this journey
You raise me up, when I'm sad
And make me shed away my tears
Like the water in the sea,
You make me smile
Oh wish this day won't end
But my knees always bend
All of sudden it will fade
But deep inside It would be okay
Because I'm not a lonely shore
Anymore.....

rOaD fOrEvEr

As I walk along the road
Thoughts of you collide
In my mind, and Ican't get them out
As i walk along the
Forever lonely road
My eyes start to play
Tricks on me, and I believe them
As i walk along the road
I reachout, and my hand touches your skin
As I walk along, I hear your voice calling me,
And I can't resist
As i walk along, I get closer to you and
I'm unable to turn around
As we walk along the open road
Life isn't so lonely anymore,
Because of U.....

WhEn Am LoNeLy...

When I'm lonely
I'm never alone
I'm surrounded by people
That is not my own
When I'm lonely
I'm enclosed in hate
The madness in my mind over talks
When I'm lonely
I have people around me
Making me fell
Like I'm just a boundary
For ever in the shadowa
Of all the smiling faces of this world
I sit at home, screming at the world
For casting me in its evil
When I'm lonely, I shout out in spite
Why do I have to be lonely
Is there no one that's my own???
When I'm lonely, I imagine a vally
No life in sight, just being me lonely
When I'm lonely, I close my eyes
I hope to wakeup, to a suprise
I hope to find, someone whoes
Not lonely to guide me,I go insane
Being alone for so long
It affect your thoughts
When I'm lonely, I cannot think
My thoughts are gone, Its like my minf is not in sync
But Its simple
When I'm lonely I put a fake smile
Fooling the world.....!!

TrUsT

People ask me why it's so hard to trust people ,
And i ask why is it so hard to keep a promise....

You see that girl , yeah her
She seems so invisible right
But just touch her and she'll flinch
She has a secret and she trust no one
She's the perfeect example of betrayal.
Cause everyone she trusted , broke her.
I'll start letting my guard down when people stop Giving reason to keep it up.
She has secrets you'll never know or understand ,
She appears so strong on the outside ,
But on the insideher world is spinnin upside down.
She's smiling and standing tall to the outta world
She's crying and breaking down in her Inner world.

She appears so happy to her mates ,
But alone , she shares her tears with her pillow.
She knows not to get her hopes up ,
As they always come crashing down.
She's heard it all before and felt it all.
She's ecperienced more than her fair share...
One touch, and she'll flinch
One harsh word and she'll cry
One bad moment , and she'll break down.

She trust no one , because the people she has believed ,
 Hurt her and leave her to pick up the pieces.
She believes no one because the people she has , lie and Betray her.....
So from now she'll keep everythng to herself and pretend
Everythng is okay , when everythng is wrong.
I know this girl , because this girl is..........

SlOwLy...!!

Slowly drowining in my sorrows
Wishing things would be better tomorrow
Feeling like I'm in an ocean of doubt and despair,
Gradually sinking and gasping for air
Knowing life is not a light switch, you can flip on and off
Simply sitting and accepting I have to carry on
Trying to keep my sanity and composure intact out of fear oh how
Those close to me, might react.
Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a women , burry themselves deep in my head
As I make a foolish attempt to hav a good night's rest in my lumpy bed.
Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I ,
Makes me afraid and let out defeated signs, since it seems like things
Will always be this way...,
Its frustrating because I hav to go through it day after day
Yet , when my boundries are more than I can bare,
I can atleast take comfort in those who really care.
You know who you are , and so do I
That knowledge keeps me from going over the edge ,
From giving up and giving in....!!

whiplash