InSiDe OuT...!!

People only see what I let them see....!!

Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,
Yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of despair.
Outside lives a girl with eyes full of joy that brings you to ease,
Yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness.
Outside lives a girl with beautiful laugh that's contagius,
Yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger.
Outside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies,
Yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame.
Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,
Yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear.
Outside lives a girl full of life,
Yet inside hides a girl full of pain,wanting to die.
Outside lives a girl with perfect image,
Yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes.
Outside lives a girl of innocence,
Yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt.
Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,
Yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion.
What you see on the outside is my personal disguise,
What hides underneath you can't even begin to imagine....

 

ThE mAsK..!!

I was once sad and lonely ,
Having nobody to comfort me ,
So I wore a mask that always smiled ,
To hide my feelings behind a lie .
Before long , I had many friends ,
With my mask , I was one of them .
But deep inside , I still felt empty ,
Like I was missing a part of me.
Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my task to hide the lie.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tear
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.
Day by day ,
I was slowly dying
I couldn't go on ,
There was something missing..
Untill now I'm still searching
For the thing that'll stop my crying.
For someone who'll erase my fears,
For the person who'll wipe my tears.
But till then I'll keep on smiling.
Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile ,
I'll then, I'll be here.... waiting.