TrUsT

People ask me why it's so hard to trust people ,
And i ask why is it so hard to keep a promise....

You see that girl , yeah her
She seems so invisible right
But just touch her and she'll flinch
She has a secret and she trust no one
She's the perfeect example of betrayal.
Cause everyone she trusted , broke her.
I'll start letting my guard down when people stop Giving reason to keep it up.
She has secrets you'll never know or understand ,
She appears so strong on the outside ,
But on the insideher world is spinnin upside down.
She's smiling and standing tall to the outta world
She's crying and breaking down in her Inner world.

She appears so happy to her mates ,
But alone , she shares her tears with her pillow.
She knows not to get her hopes up ,
As they always come crashing down.
She's heard it all before and felt it all.
She's ecperienced more than her fair share...
One touch, and she'll flinch
One harsh word and she'll cry
One bad moment , and she'll break down.

She trust no one , because the people she has believed ,
 Hurt her and leave her to pick up the pieces.
She believes no one because the people she has , lie and Betray her.....
So from now she'll keep everythng to herself and pretend
Everythng is okay , when everythng is wrong.
I know this girl , because this girl is..........

SlOwLy...!!

Slowly drowining in my sorrows
Wishing things would be better tomorrow
Feeling like I'm in an ocean of doubt and despair,
Gradually sinking and gasping for air
Knowing life is not a light switch, you can flip on and off
Simply sitting and accepting I have to carry on
Trying to keep my sanity and composure intact out of fear oh how
Those close to me, might react.
Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a women , burry themselves deep in my head
As I make a foolish attempt to hav a good night's rest in my lumpy bed.
Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I ,
Makes me afraid and let out defeated signs, since it seems like things
Will always be this way...,
Its frustrating because I hav to go through it day after day
Yet , when my boundries are more than I can bare,
I can atleast take comfort in those who really care.
You know who you are , and so do I
That knowledge keeps me from going over the edge ,
From giving up and giving in....!!

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