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A eye with a dust and a heart with love always cries!!

One tree can start a forest, one smile can start a friendship, one touch can show you care, one friend can make life worth living for...

Beautiful people are not always good!
But good people are always beautiful!

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InSiDe OuT...!!

People only see what I let them see....!!

Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,
Yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of despair.
Outside lives a girl with eyes full of joy that brings you to ease,
Yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness.
Outside lives a girl with beautiful laugh that's contagius,
Yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger.
Outside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies,
Yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame.
Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,
Yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear.
Outside lives a girl full of life,
Yet inside hides a girl full of pain,wanting to die.
Outside lives a girl with perfect image,
Yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes.
Outside lives a girl of innocence,
Yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt.
Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,
Yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion.
What you see on the outside is my personal disguise,
What hides underneath you can't even begin to imagine....

 

ThE mAsK..!!

I was once sad and lonely ,
Having nobody to comfort me ,
So I wore a mask that always smiled ,
To hide my feelings behind a lie .
Before long , I had many friends ,
With my mask , I was one of them .
But deep inside , I still felt empty ,
Like I was missing a part of me.
Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my task to hide the lie.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tear
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.
Day by day ,
I was slowly dying
I couldn't go on ,
There was something missing..
Untill now I'm still searching
For the thing that'll stop my crying.
For someone who'll erase my fears,
For the person who'll wipe my tears.
But till then I'll keep on smiling.
Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile ,
I'll then, I'll be here.... waiting.

WhErE eVeR u Go...!!

Where every u go ill follow you...
like you shadow , you never knew
This time i would never make the
 Mistake like before...
Givin you the third degree
Takin you through it
I told you i got what i want
And i ain't tryin to hear nothing else
But just following you around
This time i can't let you go
This time i did it
But i got these feelings
How am i supposed to know...
And let my weakness show
May be it cause me to miss this 1st
Chance at real lovee.....

As the sunlight slowly faded way, the city light offed one by one Fading on the outside. and casting a shadow on the inside.
As the time passes by the darkness came closer and closer spreading Its shadow across the city as much I struggles underneath the Blanket.....
My fears came alive and tears up the mask that I had covered all Day long. fears that tore me frome the inside comes alive, Tormenting me every single night , sometimes I wishes I was dead.
Surrounded with many, yet isolated and alone. I try to reach out to People but succeed in grasping just empty air...
Struggling to reach, I plung myself into darkness for it's the only Place to cope with all this, I give up and cry myself to sleep.
It's tiresome to want something you don't have, and each morning I Wake up with loneliness by my side.... each day I walk with the Presence in my footsteps, each night it lies hand in hand with my Insomnia....
Sometimes I think
Have I become INVISIBLE?? or have I become just an Imagination?
They cry on my shoulders and I soaked up their tears, asking for Nothing in return..... but when I neede someone , where did they all gooo???

ShOrE...

As I walk along the beach
Tenderness of sadness I feel
The sun up in the sky out of reach
That sets along the lonely shore
Hold me tight to catch my breath
All along the shore
To reach my dreams
To whom I'll be
To take me in this journey
You raise me up, when I'm sad
And make me shed away my tears
Like the water in the sea,
You make me smile
Oh wish this day won't end
But my knees always bend
All of sudden it will fade
But deep inside It would be okay
Because I'm not a lonely shore
Anymore.....

rOaD fOrEvEr

As I walk along the road
Thoughts of you collide
In my mind, and Ican't get them out
As i walk along the
Forever lonely road
My eyes start to play
Tricks on me, and I believe them
As i walk along the road
I reachout, and my hand touches your skin
As I walk along, I hear your voice calling me,
And I can't resist
As i walk along, I get closer to you and
I'm unable to turn around
As we walk along the open road
Life isn't so lonely anymore,
Because of U.....

WhEn Am LoNeLy...

When I'm lonely
I'm never alone
I'm surrounded by people
That is not my own
When I'm lonely
I'm enclosed in hate
The madness in my mind over talks
When I'm lonely
I have people around me
Making me fell
Like I'm just a boundary
For ever in the shadowa
Of all the smiling faces of this world
I sit at home, screming at the world
For casting me in its evil
When I'm lonely, I shout out in spite
Why do I have to be lonely
Is there no one that's my own???
When I'm lonely, I imagine a vally
No life in sight, just being me lonely
When I'm lonely, I close my eyes
I hope to wakeup, to a suprise
I hope to find, someone whoes
Not lonely to guide me,I go insane
Being alone for so long
It affect your thoughts
When I'm lonely, I cannot think
My thoughts are gone, Its like my minf is not in sync
But Its simple
When I'm lonely I put a fake smile
Fooling the world.....!!